I don’t dress in things because I like them. I pick what I wear based on what will hide my weight the best. Apparently, I’m not fooling anyone with my yoga pants and baggy shirt. My 3 year old in the morning said, “Mama, you gotta get dressed for school.” On reflection, I did look like a hot mess… but I wasn’t expecting to get called out on it.
I am longing for the day I can pick outfits based on the way I feel and look in them. I don’t even know what I like anymore.
I’ve been off track for days now. So frustrating because I started off so strong.
I got a hold of a counselor. I’m seeing him on Thursday. I’m looking forward to working through my food issues!!!